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Perspectives: A M/T Trilogy

Category Max/Tess
Rating R
Summary A Max & Tess Trilogy set after 'Departure'.


Like You Care- Tess POV

I'm lost. I'm cold. I'm scared.

I never made it home.

Like you care.

I had everything I have ever wanted for a second and in a second it was gone.

Why must my life be foretold? What the fuck is destiny?

My destiny was not to be here. Lost, cold, and alone.

Like you even care.

My life has been one lie after another, one goal, one plan... and it wasn't even mine.

I had a dream. I had a destiny.

I have nothing.

Like you would care.

Why couldn't you care enough to love me?

Then none of this would have happened. None of it would have mattered.

I'm cold. I'm alone.

My body aches. The abrasions can be healed, but my heart can not.

Yes, I have a heart. It beats with yours. It beats with love and acceptance that you never gave me.

I lost our baby.

Did you feel it? Did you care?

But you are not the King I wanted you to be. Our past will never be your future.

I love you then, I love you now.

But, you don't care.


I Know -Max POV

I know that you hate me now.

I deserve it. I turned my back on my destiny. I turned my back on you.

There is a fine line between love and hate. I said that I hated you, I told everyone that I didn't care. But, that's a lie.

I now know the truth between first love and true love. I never thought that my love for her would hurt my true love, my only love, my destiny.

I know that you are still here with us, some where.

You are lost, scared, and alone.

Did you know that I lied?

Did you know that I cared?

It's my fault that you betrayed us. I abandoned you.

I couldn't be the king you wanted me to be.

Did you know that I have been looking for you?

Did you know that I felt the loss of our son?

After everything that has been said and done, I only know one thing for sure.

I love you.


I Wait

Time is endless and love eternal.

I breathe.

I live.

I wait.

I come from your past and I live for our future.

I can not be until you believe in your love, in your destiny.

Until then, I wait.

Your love grows deeper for each other and for me.

I am here. I have not gone far.

I am waiting.

I am the heir to your name and to your love. I am the little king, I am your son.

I am waiting for the perfect time.

It will come, I have faith.

Until then, I wait.

The End
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